Letter To Me From You

I respect you in the way that you are my only one
If not for nothing
I will not message any gals
I just feel once I’m in relationship
I just be like what a boyfriend should do
Stop myself getting involve with so many girls friends
I really wan to make u feel secure
I dun wan u to think that anytime
I will run off with another gal
I’m trying hard not to think of Alvin
I promised to u promised to myself
Never to think of Alvin
just assume him as your close friend
I still remember that promise
U know whatI really hate fighting because of him anymore
Why we must be fighting because of him
I’m scared one day either me or him will be out from your life
U always thinking that I dun care Dear
My heart is hurting most the time
When u said u not happy
I also not happy either
I don’t know why we still can hold on
When most the couple already separated
I believe eventually there will be a day to come
That we will be understand each other fully
I cant imagine if now I cannot stand on Alvin
When come to working life it will become even worse
Dear one thing for sure
Even if I look like a donkey to anyone
That seems can be bullied around
I will not give up on our relationship
Our relationship is the special thing that have ever occurred
And breaking up will never be my mind
My mistake I never take care of you feeling
I'm found guilty for all this
Sorry seems not the best word anymore
If there is a word better than sorry
I will be telling you few thousands time
Begging for you forgiveness Dear
If only we can be back to last time
Of how happy we were
I'm willing to do anything for you
For our relationship will be my number one
Love you