Emo Day...

Already one week has passed..

I remembered last year weeks before this he will be eager waiting for the gift from me. I tried to make it memorable this year. Put a lot of effort in it but eventually everything was in vain that day. We only manage to be happy for half a day. I tried to wait for the sign of appreciation. I knew... "to give is not to ask for return". Has this relationship gone black? There were time i ought for care but i never receive any... When ever happy or sad i always look for the blog to heal myself. I guess already no more those days... It is different... perhaps...i should try to be different...

I hope to get care and love in return....