I LOVE YOU....

I am truly very happy today...
When you came so far just to have lunch with me...
I never know what your heart thinking...
Is it really from your mouth...
Saying we just eat as friends...
Could we just be as friends...
When the love is so tightly together...
Could you forget our promises...
That we will hold hands together into the cinema one day...
I could tell you i never dare into the cinema anymore...
Without you....is doesn't have any meaning at all...
Without your baby leaning against your tough shoulder....
Will you be missing me?....
Will you really forget me and have a new gal??...
Will you be able to forget me....and have others leaning against you??...
Will you be able not to think about me....when ever u go out to a new places...
Will you be thinking of me... when you eating something new that you wanted to tell me...
You told me everything about your working...
I am just so proud that you finally can be the one...
You remember the 10 things i don't like about you....
That i put it in the blog....
One of it i told you...I want to see you leading....
You really did it well....

I wonder will you still remember me...
On each chirstmas...
Torto...and the Cds...

I wonder will you remember me...
On every 13th September...
That you spend with me...
Up till now...
I only did spend my birthday with you alone...
I can swear with all my heart...
Only you alone...
I thought of spending it with you this year as well...

I wonder will you remember SoSo on each 7th October...
The recorded voices....
Still in there...
I hear it back the last time i go to your house...
I told you i LOVE YOU...
I really do...

Will u remember me when you studying for exam next time...
How we use to encourage each others...
How we use to study together till mid night together...
Do you really have forgotten those...

Do you still remember the day we went to Pusat Sains??
I am really happy to be kids again....
The day we went to Soul Out...
You told me i look lovely that night..
I will never forget the moment you said that to me...

You saw the photos of us in my wallet today?
May be u didn't...
But it is still in my wallet...
I couldn't bare to take it out...

I know i have disaapoint you a lot...
You really doesn't understand why i need to be like this...
When all this while i asking for break up...
I never know i need you this much...
I really never did realize...

I can swear to god and heaven...
You are the only one who holds my hand before..
You are the only one...hugging me before...
You are the only one... kissing me before...
You are the only one... Hugging me to watching fireworks before...

It is really a lost...
That i never know will i forget for the rest of my life...
I really don't know....is it really true..
When i said i will fall in love again...
I really can't fall in love again...
Everytime i think of you...
I will be missing you a lot....

I always needed you to give me an answer...
I never meant to rush you...
But i really wish you could tell me...
You need me here...
You miss me...
You want to give us a chance...
I never fail from hoping...
Not till this second...
Not till this moment...
It doesn't take me long to forget someone before...
Really never...
You remember i being dump on Valentine 3 years ago....
After few month i got up again with you by my side...
But it isn't the same this time....
I have people around supporting me...
Wanting to get me up again...
But i really lost passion in everything....
Without you....really is a deep hurt for me...
I believe i have you as my true love....
I never have such deep memories with a person..
Till i willing to share all me with him...
You are really the only one....

I took the Valentine Card you wrote to me...
Every sentence means so much to me...
Is never too late to give a chance...
If really one day you have someone who could substitute me in you....
I will let you go...
Really will.....
I willing to let go if there is a person who could care you...and bring you joy...
For the rest of your life....

Will you willing to let ur baby karyee being substitute....
I wonder....baby really still waiting for you alone here....
Baby fall down very hurt this time....
Baby need dear to carry baby and sayang again...
Baby hope dear could read this...
Dear baby love you....