Dear.....

Dear....could we really begin a sweet journey....treasure each other well...
After so many things happening...
I really just want to treasure a relationship well...
Is it really too late for me...
Promises shall be kept right....
You told me you wan me to be the happiest baby before...

It Is So Cute.....

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I AM SORRY TO YOU...

I LOVE YOU....

I am truly very happy today...
When you came so far just to have lunch with me...
I never know what your heart thinking...
Is it really from your mouth...
Saying we just eat as friends...
Could we just be as friends...
When the love is so tightly together...
Could you forget our promises...
That we will hold hands together into the cinema one day...
I could tell you i never dare into the cinema anymore...
Without you....is doesn't have any meaning at all...
Without your baby leaning against your tough shoulder....
Will you be missing me?....
Will you really forget me and have a new gal??...
Will you be able to forget me....and have others leaning against you??...
Will you be able not to think about me....when ever u go out to a new places...
Will you be thinking of me... when you eating something new that you wanted to tell me...
You told me everything about your working...
I am just so proud that you finally can be the one...
You remember the 10 things i don't like about you....
That i put it in the blog....
One of it i told you...I want to see you leading....
You really did it well....

I wonder will you still remember me...
On each chirstmas...
Torto...and the Cds...

I wonder will you remember me...
On every 13th September...
That you spend with me...
Up till now...
I only did spend my birthday with you alone...
I can swear with all my heart...
Only you alone...
I thought of spending it with you this year as well...

I wonder will you remember SoSo on each 7th October...
The recorded voices....
Still in there...
I hear it back the last time i go to your house...
I told you i LOVE YOU...
I really do...

Will u remember me when you studying for exam next time...
How we use to encourage each others...
How we use to study together till mid night together...
Do you really have forgotten those...

Do you still remember the day we went to Pusat Sains??
I am really happy to be kids again....
The day we went to Soul Out...
You told me i look lovely that night..
I will never forget the moment you said that to me...

You saw the photos of us in my wallet today?
May be u didn't...
But it is still in my wallet...
I couldn't bare to take it out...

I know i have disaapoint you a lot...
You really doesn't understand why i need to be like this...
When all this while i asking for break up...
I never know i need you this much...
I really never did realize...

I can swear to god and heaven...
You are the only one who holds my hand before..
You are the only one...hugging me before...
You are the only one... kissing me before...
You are the only one... Hugging me to watching fireworks before...

It is really a lost...
That i never know will i forget for the rest of my life...
I really don't know....is it really true..
When i said i will fall in love again...
I really can't fall in love again...
Everytime i think of you...
I will be missing you a lot....

I always needed you to give me an answer...
I never meant to rush you...
But i really wish you could tell me...
You need me here...
You miss me...
You want to give us a chance...
I never fail from hoping...
Not till this second...
Not till this moment...
It doesn't take me long to forget someone before...
Really never...
You remember i being dump on Valentine 3 years ago....
After few month i got up again with you by my side...
But it isn't the same this time....
I have people around supporting me...
Wanting to get me up again...
But i really lost passion in everything....
Without you....really is a deep hurt for me...
I believe i have you as my true love....
I never have such deep memories with a person..
Till i willing to share all me with him...
You are really the only one....

I took the Valentine Card you wrote to me...
Every sentence means so much to me...
Is never too late to give a chance...
If really one day you have someone who could substitute me in you....
I will let you go...
Really will.....
I willing to let go if there is a person who could care you...and bring you joy...
For the rest of your life....

Will you willing to let ur baby karyee being substitute....
I wonder....baby really still waiting for you alone here....
Baby fall down very hurt this time....
Baby need dear to carry baby and sayang again...
Baby hope dear could read this...
Dear baby love you....

Thanks To You......

The reason have to let go the love we once built....
The moment we once spend...
You told me is because finally you realize....
We don't have the same understanding...
Isn't that we have accepted each other on who we are...
Ever since the first day you asked me to be your girl...
That was the happiest moment i ever remember...
After so long... We couldn't be together...
Because we don't have the understanding...
A little sorry doesn't heal me at all...
I never regret of knowing you...
I know you did love me once before...
Of all the tears you pour down because of me...
Of all the moment you willing to spend on me...
Of all the moment you willing to let me your special one...
I am grateful that you did love me once before...

It will always be better....

Once before i received a mail....It was a hope...Hoping that the other half of us could be do things a friend will do for us....

' Dont look behind ...unless it is for me'

I will always be looking behind reaching you with my hand just to make sure you are fine all the time.... You have been behind of me all the time supporting my heart without i realize it...There isn't someone else...

' If ever you need me i will just be around'

I never left you even a step... No matter how i always hoping for the days we gone through before... It was really a very memorable moment...

' I'll always have a whole lotta heart-disk space free ... just for you'

I overloaded my heart- disk with the memories of you... There isnt DELETE button on it...

It breaks my heart seeing you drop your tears... I will shade away your tears... You will never have to use your tears to love me...

Did i really care your feelings and your need? I have been selfish all this while... If only there is a chance for me to say.. I do...I care for you....

'True Friends don't Care if you're a lil' different...'

It made you special to be different... there is something in you which i found... There is something in my heart i could not delete... I found a future with you... There is a promise between us...To hold hand together in the cinema when we were old...I never think of breaking it...

One Day....

Life isn't just messaging...

Feelings really faded that way don't we...
We use to miss each other so much...
Mms taken over and over again...
Just to let each other see how much we miss...
Webcam over webcam...
How could i get it back...
The love you once pour to me...
How could i held the hand once more...
The one i always grab...
I am always hoping...
One day you could wake and wish me good morning...
One day you could wish me good night before sleep...
One day you could call me baby...

Chances....

When two people meet and fall in love, there's a sudden rush of magic.

Magic is just naturally present then.

We tend to feed on that gratuitous magic without striving to make any more.

One day we wake up and find that the magic is gone.

We hustle to get it back, but by then it's usually too late, we've used it up.

What we have to do,

Is work like hell at making additional magic right from the start.

It's hard work, but if we can remember to do it,

We greatly improve our chances of making love stay.

I will remember each word clearly. No matter how hard i will strive for it. It's been very long till we could be together that close. I believe one day we could make our promises... holding hand in hand together we walk to the cinema... I will never forget that...There will always be a hope...

Is so hard you know to make this blog alive again...Even though the sentence can be copy....but every photos need to be find again...Every alignment need to be redo....I will carry on dear... I really miss those times... I just like the way it is tonight...We just try it out okay....